Q-- HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU STARTED THIS BLOG?
Uhm well if you look at the dates i didnt start it too long ago, and im 16 now, so i s'pose thats youre answer.
Q-- WHY DID YOU CHOOSE TO START IT?
well it explains it in my first post, but basically i did it to help others and hopefully make a difference in their lives, no matter how small
Q-- OKAY TIME TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT TELL US ABOUT YOU. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
hmm well that would have to be purple and navy blue.. i really cant narrow it down more
Q-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL, WORK, ECT.?
i like to play soccer.. unfortunately facebook tends to consume my time alot. haha i like to write.
Q-- IF YOU HAD TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN ONE SENTENCE HOW WOULD YOU?
I am definetly like no one youve ever met, and i dont plan to be.
Q-- WHAT'S YOU'RE GRAMMER STYLE?
hum, weird question, okay. hmm i hate punctuating correctly, i dont want to pretend that i really care about how proper i look when i type or write. i mean i put in commas and periods and such, but thats just so i make sense. i rarely capitilize when i need to (which is weird because when im writing i actually write in all caps), and i never put apostrophes where they should be. and im a terrible speller.
Q-- IF WE WERE TO CATCH YOU JUST HANGING OUT AROUND TOWN, WHAT WOULD YOU BE WEARING?
well right now, a winter coat. but normally just tshirt, jeans, and whatever pair of my millions of sneakers i decide to wear that day.
Q-- OKAY NOW TO THE PERSONAL STUFF, WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE?
thats a terrible thing to ask. but probably my friends.. id put my world down for them. defintely my twin :]
Q-- WHAT IS ONE STRONG THING YOU BELIEVE IN?
uhm.. wow. probably just setting an example and being there for others, i strongly believe that i should love others more then myself, although i often slip up, i really do try to do so, and even if youre a person who thinks i dont like you, give me a chance because i can be extremely tolerent, especially when someone need my help.
Q-- DO YOU HAVE ANY ADVICE FOR ANYONE DEALING WITH ANY KIND OF RELATIONSHIP?
well love them. thats a huge thing, theres really no other reason for relationships other than to be there when they need it. be yourself. be happy, dont let anything prevent you from being happy, you deserve it. live life, and dont let fear control your life.
Q-- ARE YOU GETTING BORED YET? LETS GET INTO MUSIC, WE ARE LED TO BELIEVE THAT YOU WRITE YOUR OWN SONGS, TRUE?
most defintely true. actually alot of them are on here and yeah ive written every single one of them. some of them are super personal, and were written from personal experiences, others were just kind of inspirational things.
Q-- DID YOU EVER WANT TO PRODUCE THEM OR BECOME A FAMOUS SINGER/SONG WRITER?
well as a teenager, the american dream is to be rich in famous, and yeah it would be totally cool if that were to happen, but i dont honestly believe in my skills of writing or singing for that matter... i mean i have a creative mind when it comes to song writing but in all honesty theyre pretty amature and i dont think i could ever go big with them. theyre mostly just to vent my feelings.
Q-- HOW EXACTLY DO YOU PRACTICE YOUR MUSICAL TALANT?
uhh well i sing.. i guess im a member of our highschool chior here and i lead worship for AWANA in our town but other then that i dont practice it much other then in the shower or in my car
Q-- SO YOU DON'T PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT, IF YOU WERE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO LEARN TO PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT IN THE WORLD WHAT WOULD IT BE?
probably the piano, its defintely my favorite instrument. guitiar or even bass guitar would be too. more then anything id love to play the electric keyboard, but that also comes from knowing how to play the piano first...
Q-- WHAT GENRE OF MUSIC DO YOU WRITE YOUR SONGS IN?
honestly my songs dont really fit in a genre, theyre pretty original. plus i dont really have a favorite, so i wouldnt be able to pick a genre if i were ever to catagorize my songs, it always be changing.
Q--IF YOU DONT HAVE A FAVORITE GENRE THEN DO YOU HAVE ANY FAVORITES WHEN IT COMES TO MUSIC? NOT INCLUDING THE PIANO.
uhm like songs in band wise well currently my favorite song is "You and I" by Secondhand Serenade, feat. Cady Groves. uhm my favorite solo artist is Cady Groves, taking a close second is Justin Bieber (yes im one of those girls) and my favorite band would probably have to be Hey Monday.
Q-- WELL THATS ALL WE REALLY HAVE FOR YOU, DID YOU ENJOY THIS INTERVIEW?
sure did, it was pretty entertaining. i kind of feel like im a famous person or something and am being questioned by a magazine. it was fun.
*love is key*
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Songs, poems, silly words thrown together.*
okay guys, this is honestly for your own entertainment. these are a bunch of songs ive written. some of them are really personal and some just are random things i came up with outta boredum. i dont think any of them are really great, but if you do then great. these are just the lyrics. so sorry for no tunes, if you ever catch me in person tho, maybe ill sing one or two for you.. haha but probably not. so enjoy.
May 10th, 2011
oh my goodness, i suppose i wrote this a couple months ago, and never got around to posting it, in fact, its been awhile since I've posted anything at all, but this one is about a boyyyy, me and this guy have been off and on for bout 3 years now, at the time when i wrote this, it was on one of our off times... i was trying to move on from him, but i didnt want to, even though i needed to. so maybe this will help you all with some kind of similar problems. enjoy.
February 14th, 2011
Heyyyy guys! new song. explanation: uh its valentines day, and lets just say i have been inspired by these dumb feelings that just love to revisit me. and this is how i let them out. so maybe it will help you. hope so. :]
Start Over With You
By: Alyssa Boser
Verse 1:
I've been down under the weather, and I've moped about.
Wanting back that piece of me, I can't figure it out,
Why you still hold me, after all of this time
You'd think by now I'd be able to... decide
But I've been blind, no not able to see,
what it is I want, what would really give me,
that Happiness that came from you.
Now I know what it is that I want to... do.
Chorus 1:
I don't want what was, of you and me.
'Cause we aren't who, we were back then.
Turning back the clock's, not what I want to do,
No I want to start over, have a new chance to begin with you.
Verse 2:
Realizing this, changes how things could be.
No longer a what if, but what could come of you and me.
Because I love you, and that cannot be changed
It's everything else that needs to be rearranged.
Run away my love, come just take my hand,
we can go anywhere, but by your side is where I stand
Get to see, all that we have missed.
We'll be able to claim this love with an iron fist.
Chorus 2:
I don't want what was, of you and me.
'Cause we aren't who, we were back then.
Turning back the clock's, not what I want to do,
No I want to start over, have a new chance to begin with you.
Bridge:
Maybe its all just wishfull thinkin'
Maybe the truth just needs to sink in.
But I love you, and it cannot be helped
And nothing but desire is all that I've felt.
Maybe its all just wishfull thinkin'
Maybe the truth just needs to sink in.
But I love you, and it cannot be helped
And nothing but desire is all that I've felt.
Chorus 3:
I don't want what was, of you and me.
'Cause we aren't who, we were back then.
Turning back the clock's, not what I want to do,
No I want to start over, have a new chance to begin with you.
January 14th, 2011
hello guys, its been quite a while since ive updated this.. but lucky for you (or unlucky for you depending how you view me) i just wrote a new song :]
Prologue: well as my biggest inspiration says, "Everybody wants to fall in love in a cinematic fashion, i dont. i dont"-(Cady Groves) And its true. When i meet my future lover, and its the real deal, i want it to be totally unexpected. i dont want it to be someone i grew up with and was best friends all my life with, or someone i met but have some conflict with or whatever and then fall in love against my will, no. i want to just bump into someone and realize oh.. its really you.
Dear Future Lover
by: Alyssa Boser
I want it to be all the sudden.
Run into you walking down the hall.
I want the confusion with thoughts all mudded
I dont want to have to think about it at all
ILl take your hand, follow anywhere,
and try not to ruin it with over anylization
i want it to be the sudden realization
give everyone a reason to stop and stare
Dear future lover, I'm saving this love for you
I dont know when you'll get here, but honestly what else is new
Ill be following my heart till i know its you
And maybe itll be the first time we've met
or maybe i know you but dont know its you yet
but Dear future lover, I'm waiting here, for you.
I love you can be said a million times or more
but i want you to show me what youre here for
I want it to be the realest thing yet
and not turn into something ill regret
i promise to always keep you on your toes,
ill show you all the reason youre the one i chose
Dear future lover, I'm saving this love for you
I dont know when you'll get here, but honestly what else is new
Ill be following my heart till i know its you
And maybe itll be the first time we've met
or maybe i know you but dont know its you yet
but Dear future lover, I'm waiting here, for you
And we can stand hand in hand forever
Hearts as one, eachothers lives our own treasure
seven days a week, twenty-four hours a day
is how long ill be yours, here to stay
Dear future lover, I'm saving this love for you
I dont know when you'll get here, but honestly what else is new
Ill be following my heart till i know its you
And maybe itll be the first time we've met
or maybe i know you but dont know its you yet
but Dear future lover, I'm waiting here, for you
No idea on the dates beyond this point :]
May 10th, 2011
oh my goodness, i suppose i wrote this a couple months ago, and never got around to posting it, in fact, its been awhile since I've posted anything at all, but this one is about a boyyyy, me and this guy have been off and on for bout 3 years now, at the time when i wrote this, it was on one of our off times... i was trying to move on from him, but i didnt want to, even though i needed to. so maybe this will help you all with some kind of similar problems. enjoy.
Square One
Verse 1:
We had a long, complicated past
And feelings for eachother, that could never last
I just couldnt break away from you,
but i needed to.
I felt the peices torn before i saw,
and felt the edges go raw.
Chorus 1:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
Verse 2:
I still feel and ache for you,
so much so, i dont know what to do.
I'm suppose to move on, and just forget
but it still feels wrong, letting go of it.
I thought i somehow i outgrew you
but i still, have alot of growing up to do.
Chorus 2:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
Bridge:
I still feel, the way your hand felt in mine.
and how you took away my breath everytime
i can feel myself falling back to you,
but is it worth all i have to lose?
Chorus 3:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
I dont know what i want,
but i feel myself, back at square one.
Verse 1:
We had a long, complicated past
And feelings for eachother, that could never last
I just couldnt break away from you,
but i needed to.
I felt the peices torn before i saw,
and felt the edges go raw.
Chorus 1:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
Verse 2:
I still feel and ache for you,
so much so, i dont know what to do.
I'm suppose to move on, and just forget
but it still feels wrong, letting go of it.
I thought i somehow i outgrew you
but i still, have alot of growing up to do.
Chorus 2:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
Bridge:
I still feel, the way your hand felt in mine.
and how you took away my breath everytime
i can feel myself falling back to you,
but is it worth all i have to lose?
Chorus 3:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
I dont know what i want,
but i feel myself, back at square one.
February 14th, 2011
Heyyyy guys! new song. explanation: uh its valentines day, and lets just say i have been inspired by these dumb feelings that just love to revisit me. and this is how i let them out. so maybe it will help you. hope so. :]
Start Over With You
By: Alyssa Boser
Verse 1:
I've been down under the weather, and I've moped about.
Wanting back that piece of me, I can't figure it out,
Why you still hold me, after all of this time
You'd think by now I'd be able to... decide
But I've been blind, no not able to see,
what it is I want, what would really give me,
that Happiness that came from you.
Now I know what it is that I want to... do.
Chorus 1:
I don't want what was, of you and me.
'Cause we aren't who, we were back then.
Turning back the clock's, not what I want to do,
No I want to start over, have a new chance to begin with you.
Verse 2:
Realizing this, changes how things could be.
No longer a what if, but what could come of you and me.
Because I love you, and that cannot be changed
It's everything else that needs to be rearranged.
Run away my love, come just take my hand,
we can go anywhere, but by your side is where I stand
Get to see, all that we have missed.
We'll be able to claim this love with an iron fist.
Chorus 2:
I don't want what was, of you and me.
'Cause we aren't who, we were back then.
Turning back the clock's, not what I want to do,
No I want to start over, have a new chance to begin with you.
Bridge:
Maybe its all just wishfull thinkin'
Maybe the truth just needs to sink in.
But I love you, and it cannot be helped
And nothing but desire is all that I've felt.
Maybe its all just wishfull thinkin'
Maybe the truth just needs to sink in.
But I love you, and it cannot be helped
And nothing but desire is all that I've felt.
Chorus 3:
I don't want what was, of you and me.
'Cause we aren't who, we were back then.
Turning back the clock's, not what I want to do,
No I want to start over, have a new chance to begin with you.
January 14th, 2011
hello guys, its been quite a while since ive updated this.. but lucky for you (or unlucky for you depending how you view me) i just wrote a new song :]
Prologue: well as my biggest inspiration says, "Everybody wants to fall in love in a cinematic fashion, i dont. i dont"-(Cady Groves) And its true. When i meet my future lover, and its the real deal, i want it to be totally unexpected. i dont want it to be someone i grew up with and was best friends all my life with, or someone i met but have some conflict with or whatever and then fall in love against my will, no. i want to just bump into someone and realize oh.. its really you.
Dear Future Lover
by: Alyssa Boser
I want it to be all the sudden.
Run into you walking down the hall.
I want the confusion with thoughts all mudded
I dont want to have to think about it at all
ILl take your hand, follow anywhere,
and try not to ruin it with over anylization
i want it to be the sudden realization
give everyone a reason to stop and stare
Dear future lover, I'm saving this love for you
I dont know when you'll get here, but honestly what else is new
Ill be following my heart till i know its you
And maybe itll be the first time we've met
or maybe i know you but dont know its you yet
but Dear future lover, I'm waiting here, for you.
I love you can be said a million times or more
but i want you to show me what youre here for
I want it to be the realest thing yet
and not turn into something ill regret
i promise to always keep you on your toes,
ill show you all the reason youre the one i chose
Dear future lover, I'm saving this love for you
I dont know when you'll get here, but honestly what else is new
Ill be following my heart till i know its you
And maybe itll be the first time we've met
or maybe i know you but dont know its you yet
but Dear future lover, I'm waiting here, for you
And we can stand hand in hand forever
Hearts as one, eachothers lives our own treasure
seven days a week, twenty-four hours a day
is how long ill be yours, here to stay
Dear future lover, I'm saving this love for you
I dont know when you'll get here, but honestly what else is new
Ill be following my heart till i know its you
And maybe itll be the first time we've met
or maybe i know you but dont know its you yet
but Dear future lover, I'm waiting here, for you
No idea on the dates beyond this point :]
~Forever~
It started out rough, thought we had enough,
But everytime we tried, it just kept falling apart.
And we didn't want to end up,
quiting and giving up,
But it all got thrown back in our face,
but when i look at you and see me in your eyes,
I realize, that after one bad night there's always a sunrise
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
I've gotten lost so many times, its a wonder I'm on a path at all,
Thought i had it figured out before, but im finding out theres alot more,
I've got to learn.
So buckle up for safety love, no tellin where itll lead us now,
but i just cant get enough
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
Dont expect me to know it all,
but we cant be afraid forever,
So just take my hand and lets leap,
before we fall.
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
I want this foreverr <3
It started out rough, thought we had enough,
But everytime we tried, it just kept falling apart.
And we didn't want to end up,
quiting and giving up,
But it all got thrown back in our face,
but when i look at you and see me in your eyes,
I realize, that after one bad night there's always a sunrise
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
I've gotten lost so many times, its a wonder I'm on a path at all,
Thought i had it figured out before, but im finding out theres alot more,
I've got to learn.
So buckle up for safety love, no tellin where itll lead us now,
but i just cant get enough
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
Dont expect me to know it all,
but we cant be afraid forever,
So just take my hand and lets leap,
before we fall.
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
I want this foreverr <3
Dont Exist Anymore
By: Alyssa Boser (me:)
Do you ever feel like you know somebody,
Thought you'd have a friend in them till the end?
But then he goes around and acts like he don't care
And I can't find the real him anywhere,
so i sit there, and wait on the guy I always knew
But you, dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you dont exist anymore.
Time moves on, and eventually i do to
couldnt wait anymore for the real you
sick and tired of having to choose hot or cold
why cant you, just be you?
Still i wish things were as perfect as before,
we were the perfect then, me and you
But you dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you, dont exist anymore
now you call back asking for another chance,
stop me dead in my tracks,
and i want so bad to take you hand and pretend
everything would be alright,
back with you, were i thought i belonged
But you, dont exist anymore
But still i wish you would come back through the door...
But you dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you dont exist anymore
and you cant turn back time, theres nothing you can do.
Cant change you back, to the guy that i once knew,
so thing will never be the way they were before,
'cause you dont exist anymore.
*A New Way*
by: Alyssa Boser
Heres a song bout a sad, sad story,
Bout a boy, and a girl, and alot of going round and round
They had it all, but not enough
Things got bad, and a little rough,
She was his everything, and he threw it away
Slipped through his fingers, now shes found a new way
And she said..
No way am i going back,
I've come to find that theres nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do
so i wont give up another day to you
and im happy to announce today
that I'm kicking you out, Ive found a new way
She's moved on, seen there's so much more
Seeing things, differently then ever before
All was real, but it finally faded
And she realized that theres more to life then
A boy, and a girl, and alot of going round and round.
And she said...
No way am i going back,
I've come to find that theres nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do
so I won't give up another day to you,
And I'm happy to announce today,
That I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way
'Cause I can't let myself go back to you,
it's time fore something different, something new.
'Cause never have I put so much of myself into
Something that would never give it back...
And she said...
No way am I going back,
I've come to find that there's nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do,
so i wont give up another day to you
And I'm happy to announce today,
that I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way.
No way am i going back,
I've cmoe to find that there's nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do,
so i wont give up another day to you
And I'm happy to annouce today,
that I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way
*2 nickels*
if i had a dime, i would give it to you
but i have no dime, so what can i do?
i could give you a nickel
and get us outta this pickle
but then you'd be a nickel short of a dime.
short of a dime oh yes short of a dime.
if i gave you a nickel you'd be short of a dime.
so i will not give you a nickel.
for my fancy it does not tickle
but instead of being as sour as a lime
i will give you 2 nickels to equal one dime.
now you are no longer short of a dime
short of a dime oh yes short of a dime
becuz i gave you 2 nickels
you're not short of a dime.
By: Alyssa Boser (me:)
Do you ever feel like you know somebody,
Thought you'd have a friend in them till the end?
But then he goes around and acts like he don't care
And I can't find the real him anywhere,
so i sit there, and wait on the guy I always knew
But you, dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you dont exist anymore.
Time moves on, and eventually i do to
couldnt wait anymore for the real you
sick and tired of having to choose hot or cold
why cant you, just be you?
Still i wish things were as perfect as before,
we were the perfect then, me and you
But you dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you, dont exist anymore
now you call back asking for another chance,
stop me dead in my tracks,
and i want so bad to take you hand and pretend
everything would be alright,
back with you, were i thought i belonged
But you, dont exist anymore
But still i wish you would come back through the door...
But you dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you dont exist anymore
and you cant turn back time, theres nothing you can do.
Cant change you back, to the guy that i once knew,
so thing will never be the way they were before,
'cause you dont exist anymore.
*A New Way*
by: Alyssa Boser
Heres a song bout a sad, sad story,
Bout a boy, and a girl, and alot of going round and round
They had it all, but not enough
Things got bad, and a little rough,
She was his everything, and he threw it away
Slipped through his fingers, now shes found a new way
And she said..
No way am i going back,
I've come to find that theres nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do
so i wont give up another day to you
and im happy to announce today
that I'm kicking you out, Ive found a new way
She's moved on, seen there's so much more
Seeing things, differently then ever before
All was real, but it finally faded
And she realized that theres more to life then
A boy, and a girl, and alot of going round and round.
And she said...
No way am i going back,
I've come to find that theres nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do
so I won't give up another day to you,
And I'm happy to announce today,
That I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way
'Cause I can't let myself go back to you,
it's time fore something different, something new.
'Cause never have I put so much of myself into
Something that would never give it back...
And she said...
No way am I going back,
I've come to find that there's nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do,
so i wont give up another day to you
And I'm happy to announce today,
that I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way.
No way am i going back,
I've cmoe to find that there's nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do,
so i wont give up another day to you
And I'm happy to annouce today,
that I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way
*2 nickels*
if i had a dime, i would give it to you
but i have no dime, so what can i do?
i could give you a nickel
and get us outta this pickle
but then you'd be a nickel short of a dime.
short of a dime oh yes short of a dime.
if i gave you a nickel you'd be short of a dime.
so i will not give you a nickel.
for my fancy it does not tickle
but instead of being as sour as a lime
i will give you 2 nickels to equal one dime.
now you are no longer short of a dime
short of a dime oh yes short of a dime
becuz i gave you 2 nickels
you're not short of a dime.
*Good Stories Have Happy Endings*
Do you ever get so down, and look all around,
and think, there's nothing you can do?
Ever feel like your world is spinning,
but it left you there, still standing still?
Feels like theres no way left to turn to,
But you are still running,.
Feels like you're watching your life on the big screen
And you want desperately to take control,
but theres notbing you can do.
'Cause this world is such a mess,
and nothing we can do, will put it to rest.
So sit back, and just enjoy the show.
Eventually it'll be okay, Thats just the way it goes
Stand tall, do not loose hope
you'll weather the storm.
'Cause every good story, has a happy ending,
waiting around the corner.
Wake up, to the alarm clock annoyingly ringing
Just smile, because that ring means
another day is beginning.
Whats the point of sulking around,
and letting the storm soak you?
Wipe that sad look off your face,
And learn to dance in the rain!
'Cause this world is such a mess,
and nothing we can do, will put it to rest.
So sit back, and just enjoy the show.
Eventually it'll be okay, Thats just the way it goes
Stand tall, do not loose hope
you'll weather the storm.
'Cause every good story, has a happy ending,
waiting around the corner.
Live life with what you got,
and make it the best with that
'Cause your life is whatever you make it out to be.
And when you're feeling down,
remember things will get better
'Cause every good story,
has a happy ending waiting around the corner. :] <3
Do you ever get so down, and look all around,
and think, there's nothing you can do?
Ever feel like your world is spinning,
but it left you there, still standing still?
Feels like theres no way left to turn to,
But you are still running,.
Feels like you're watching your life on the big screen
And you want desperately to take control,
but theres notbing you can do.
'Cause this world is such a mess,
and nothing we can do, will put it to rest.
So sit back, and just enjoy the show.
Eventually it'll be okay, Thats just the way it goes
Stand tall, do not loose hope
you'll weather the storm.
'Cause every good story, has a happy ending,
waiting around the corner.
Wake up, to the alarm clock annoyingly ringing
Just smile, because that ring means
another day is beginning.
Whats the point of sulking around,
and letting the storm soak you?
Wipe that sad look off your face,
And learn to dance in the rain!
'Cause this world is such a mess,
and nothing we can do, will put it to rest.
So sit back, and just enjoy the show.
Eventually it'll be okay, Thats just the way it goes
Stand tall, do not loose hope
you'll weather the storm.
'Cause every good story, has a happy ending,
waiting around the corner.
Live life with what you got,
and make it the best with that
'Cause your life is whatever you make it out to be.
And when you're feeling down,
remember things will get better
'Cause every good story,
has a happy ending waiting around the corner. :] <3
well thats all. hope you enjoyed. trust me there will be more to look forward to or suffer through.
*love is key*
Monday, January 3, 2011
Horror of Highschool Relationships
Intro:
Okay well if you are a highschool student, and youre normal, sometime eventually you are going to have to deal with the joy and horrors of Relationships. Now keep in mind that this is from a highschool girl's perspective and that your veiws and beliefs may be entirely different then mine, but hang in there. Also if you are not or have not had any relationships through your whole highschool carreer, theres nothing wrong with that per se, but more then likely youll have some kind of relationship with the opposite sex at least once throughout your highschool carreer. and some of you will fall for alot of frogs throughout highschool, its part of life. the best part about life tho, is that it goes on no matter what happens. I think what im going to do with this post is iim going to put EVERYTHING that has to do with relationships like as in dating in this post and just have it catagorized, im not really sure how this will work out but imma roll with it and see how it goes. so do me a solid and be patient. organization will probably be a bit lacking but, its okay. we'll get through this :]
Opposing Apathy:
Okay i have multiple friends dealing with this right now, and this subject has also hit home with me a few times. Alot of people, not all people, but a very high percentage of people in a relationship need or want to be shown love. now im not talking about physically or sexually but just in general. And a big part of that is caring. You cant be in a working relationship if you dont care for that person or that person doesnt care for you, hello relationships 101 here. But what do you do if you are in a relationship and the other person means the world to you, but it doesnt seem like they care? well first. dont lock up. dont pretend like nothing is wrong and just keep everything hidden. communication is without a doubt one of the most important things in a relationship. so open up and let your person know whats up. secondly, dont just give up with out fighting for at least awhile to make the relationship work, then if it doesnt at least you can say you tried. thirdly, if the problem continues after youve continuously tried to fix it, dont feel like you owe it to this person to stay in the relationship. get out. if they arent making you happy then you have NO reason to be with them, even if youstill have feelings for them or if youd had a history. The problem isnt gonna just magically solve itself and its not gonna get better if its been continueing for so long. thats just how it is. And if you are the one who isnt caring or if your person tells you that you dont care, then take a step back and see why it is that theyed think that, and if its cause you really dont care then likewise to before, get out of it. no need dragging the other person through thorns just because you dont want to break up for whatever reason. and if you do care then try to figure out what you need to do to make it so the other person sees that you do indeed care. just because someone tells you, you dont care doesnt mean you dont, it just means that theres a mix up in communication and it needs to be talked out and resolved. just because it seems like the relationship is going south or losing its spark or whatever doesnt mean its time to abandon ship. if the relationship really means something to you, then theres no excuses for giving up. keep with it untill you can make it work. and if you cant make it work then either it doesnt mean enough to both of you or it just wasnt meant to be. well thats all on this subject that i got. goodluck to you
Devastating Breakups*:
Ohhh heres a big one. Breakups are without a doubt the hardest part of highschool. Nobody wants to be the one with a broken heart. And its especially hard because when you're young every little thing feels like the end of the world. but its not i promise you... life will continue to go on even if you arent with your boy or girl. now if only i could take my own advice. when you date in highschool, youre gonna get youre heart broken sooo many times before you find the right guy. thats just how it is.. you need to be able to cope with a break up though and be strong so you dont end up doing something extremely stupid without even thinking about it. Im no expert on trying to get over guys, trust me but i know some of the worst things that can happen, happen when youre heartbroken and vulnrable. so lets over ways to not be that way.
-surround yourself with great friends that are willing to help you get over your break up. they need to be good influences though that dont encourage you to do something stupid to get over it. i know i wouldnt be able to get anywhere in life with out all my wonderful friends. so dont push your friends away at your time of need, its okay for them to see you vulnrable and broken. they dont mind they still love you even when you feel like no one does. and dont let yourself be with out friend even when things are fine with your guy or girl.. becuz most of the time relationships in highschool dont make it in the long run. remember chicks before dicks and bros before hoes. thats the truth right there.
-you DO NOT need another guy or girl to get over a break up. that has BAD idea written ALLLLLL over it. all you are going to do is further your confusion and youre gonna let a total pig take advantage of your emotional state of mind. DONT DO IT. once again i say turn to your friends, they arent gonna make things worse for you, theyre there to help you, starting another relationship is NO way to get over the previous one. rebound mode is the most dangerous part of breakups.. be strong my friends. remember some one loves you, and would kill to see you never get hurt, dont put yourself in these situations.
-dont give up on yourself. it may really feel like the end of the world. you may feel like youll never get back up. but look to a better day my friends... it will get better, you werent given life for it just to be a miserable wreck the whole time. it will get better i promise you. you have to let it though, stay positive and dont mope around. i may not even know you but i can tell you that i love you way to much for you to throw your life in the dumps. dont let it get that far. life will eventually get better if you keep telling yourself it will, and actually believe it.
-and finally dont go back to the moron who made you unhappy to begin with. it will honestly just happen over and over again. if you dont believe any of what im telling you at least believe this. ive made this same mistake over and over, you dont need to too. people rarely change. so if they hurt you more then once.. then its NEVER gonna work out.. its gonna keep happening over and over again untill you have nothing left to hurt. dont let it tho.. PLEASE do me a solid and take these words in. lifes to short to be stuck with a douche the whole time.
well thats all i have at the moment. look for more tips in the future. good luck
Suffocating Obsessions:
oh heres a fun one. besides the whole breakup thing, this is probably one of my least favorite topics in relationships, but hey, im not here for me, im here for you :]. so i have had this happen to me before... unfortunately more then once. you're in a relationship, and youre just starting off right, and its been one maybe two weeks or even just a month, and your person is telling you he/she loves you. uhm no. or that he or she is falling for you. once again probably not. out of all the "relationships" i have had, i have only fallen for like 3 guys, and have only loved one. maybe im just an unfeeling demon child, but something tells me thats not the case. more likely then not, its the other person's fault, not saying that i dont have my own cause everyone does but in that situation, i dont think that not falling for someone in a short amount of time is wrong. it takes a bit more time then a week or two. i mean in some cases i s'pose a month is okay but not usually. and if a guy/girl is "falling for you" and you dont feel the same way yet, dont be afraid to tell them, it doesnt mean the relationship has to end, it just means that it needs more time to grow. and if it keeps getting worse, dont be afraid to walk out, you may hurt the persons feelings but trust me, if they can jump into a relationship that fast, they can bounce back from one just as fast. now what if its been awhile and you feel that way, and so does your person. then what? a word of caution, too much of a good thing can be a bad thing. space yourselves. if you spend too much time with your significant other it can honestly only lead to the worst. plus youll start spending less and less time with your friends, then when something happens between you two, whos going to be there for a shoulder to cry on? its just a better idea to space the time you spend with your boyfriend/girlfriend. plus the closer you get at this age, the worse the breakup will be if/when you break up. now if you are the obsessive one and your person doesnt feel the same way, then maybe you should back up alil? think about your relationship and ask yourself if you really feel the way about your person as your saying you do, because people dont think its charming if you just say that to try to make yourself feel that way, it has to happen on its own, most of the time, the other person just thinks its really corny and pathetic. or at least thats what i would think. but do whatever you feel is right, its your life not mine. but thats what i have for you, take it in or block it out
*love is key**
Okay well if you are a highschool student, and youre normal, sometime eventually you are going to have to deal with the joy and horrors of Relationships. Now keep in mind that this is from a highschool girl's perspective and that your veiws and beliefs may be entirely different then mine, but hang in there. Also if you are not or have not had any relationships through your whole highschool carreer, theres nothing wrong with that per se, but more then likely youll have some kind of relationship with the opposite sex at least once throughout your highschool carreer. and some of you will fall for alot of frogs throughout highschool, its part of life. the best part about life tho, is that it goes on no matter what happens. I think what im going to do with this post is iim going to put EVERYTHING that has to do with relationships like as in dating in this post and just have it catagorized, im not really sure how this will work out but imma roll with it and see how it goes. so do me a solid and be patient. organization will probably be a bit lacking but, its okay. we'll get through this :]
Opposing Apathy:
Okay i have multiple friends dealing with this right now, and this subject has also hit home with me a few times. Alot of people, not all people, but a very high percentage of people in a relationship need or want to be shown love. now im not talking about physically or sexually but just in general. And a big part of that is caring. You cant be in a working relationship if you dont care for that person or that person doesnt care for you, hello relationships 101 here. But what do you do if you are in a relationship and the other person means the world to you, but it doesnt seem like they care? well first. dont lock up. dont pretend like nothing is wrong and just keep everything hidden. communication is without a doubt one of the most important things in a relationship. so open up and let your person know whats up. secondly, dont just give up with out fighting for at least awhile to make the relationship work, then if it doesnt at least you can say you tried. thirdly, if the problem continues after youve continuously tried to fix it, dont feel like you owe it to this person to stay in the relationship. get out. if they arent making you happy then you have NO reason to be with them, even if youstill have feelings for them or if youd had a history. The problem isnt gonna just magically solve itself and its not gonna get better if its been continueing for so long. thats just how it is. And if you are the one who isnt caring or if your person tells you that you dont care, then take a step back and see why it is that theyed think that, and if its cause you really dont care then likewise to before, get out of it. no need dragging the other person through thorns just because you dont want to break up for whatever reason. and if you do care then try to figure out what you need to do to make it so the other person sees that you do indeed care. just because someone tells you, you dont care doesnt mean you dont, it just means that theres a mix up in communication and it needs to be talked out and resolved. just because it seems like the relationship is going south or losing its spark or whatever doesnt mean its time to abandon ship. if the relationship really means something to you, then theres no excuses for giving up. keep with it untill you can make it work. and if you cant make it work then either it doesnt mean enough to both of you or it just wasnt meant to be. well thats all on this subject that i got. goodluck to you
Devastating Breakups*:
Ohhh heres a big one. Breakups are without a doubt the hardest part of highschool. Nobody wants to be the one with a broken heart. And its especially hard because when you're young every little thing feels like the end of the world. but its not i promise you... life will continue to go on even if you arent with your boy or girl. now if only i could take my own advice. when you date in highschool, youre gonna get youre heart broken sooo many times before you find the right guy. thats just how it is.. you need to be able to cope with a break up though and be strong so you dont end up doing something extremely stupid without even thinking about it. Im no expert on trying to get over guys, trust me but i know some of the worst things that can happen, happen when youre heartbroken and vulnrable. so lets over ways to not be that way.
-surround yourself with great friends that are willing to help you get over your break up. they need to be good influences though that dont encourage you to do something stupid to get over it. i know i wouldnt be able to get anywhere in life with out all my wonderful friends. so dont push your friends away at your time of need, its okay for them to see you vulnrable and broken. they dont mind they still love you even when you feel like no one does. and dont let yourself be with out friend even when things are fine with your guy or girl.. becuz most of the time relationships in highschool dont make it in the long run. remember chicks before dicks and bros before hoes. thats the truth right there.
-you DO NOT need another guy or girl to get over a break up. that has BAD idea written ALLLLLL over it. all you are going to do is further your confusion and youre gonna let a total pig take advantage of your emotional state of mind. DONT DO IT. once again i say turn to your friends, they arent gonna make things worse for you, theyre there to help you, starting another relationship is NO way to get over the previous one. rebound mode is the most dangerous part of breakups.. be strong my friends. remember some one loves you, and would kill to see you never get hurt, dont put yourself in these situations.
-dont give up on yourself. it may really feel like the end of the world. you may feel like youll never get back up. but look to a better day my friends... it will get better, you werent given life for it just to be a miserable wreck the whole time. it will get better i promise you. you have to let it though, stay positive and dont mope around. i may not even know you but i can tell you that i love you way to much for you to throw your life in the dumps. dont let it get that far. life will eventually get better if you keep telling yourself it will, and actually believe it.
-and finally dont go back to the moron who made you unhappy to begin with. it will honestly just happen over and over again. if you dont believe any of what im telling you at least believe this. ive made this same mistake over and over, you dont need to too. people rarely change. so if they hurt you more then once.. then its NEVER gonna work out.. its gonna keep happening over and over again untill you have nothing left to hurt. dont let it tho.. PLEASE do me a solid and take these words in. lifes to short to be stuck with a douche the whole time.
well thats all i have at the moment. look for more tips in the future. good luck
Suffocating Obsessions:
oh heres a fun one. besides the whole breakup thing, this is probably one of my least favorite topics in relationships, but hey, im not here for me, im here for you :]. so i have had this happen to me before... unfortunately more then once. you're in a relationship, and youre just starting off right, and its been one maybe two weeks or even just a month, and your person is telling you he/she loves you. uhm no. or that he or she is falling for you. once again probably not. out of all the "relationships" i have had, i have only fallen for like 3 guys, and have only loved one. maybe im just an unfeeling demon child, but something tells me thats not the case. more likely then not, its the other person's fault, not saying that i dont have my own cause everyone does but in that situation, i dont think that not falling for someone in a short amount of time is wrong. it takes a bit more time then a week or two. i mean in some cases i s'pose a month is okay but not usually. and if a guy/girl is "falling for you" and you dont feel the same way yet, dont be afraid to tell them, it doesnt mean the relationship has to end, it just means that it needs more time to grow. and if it keeps getting worse, dont be afraid to walk out, you may hurt the persons feelings but trust me, if they can jump into a relationship that fast, they can bounce back from one just as fast. now what if its been awhile and you feel that way, and so does your person. then what? a word of caution, too much of a good thing can be a bad thing. space yourselves. if you spend too much time with your significant other it can honestly only lead to the worst. plus youll start spending less and less time with your friends, then when something happens between you two, whos going to be there for a shoulder to cry on? its just a better idea to space the time you spend with your boyfriend/girlfriend. plus the closer you get at this age, the worse the breakup will be if/when you break up. now if you are the obsessive one and your person doesnt feel the same way, then maybe you should back up alil? think about your relationship and ask yourself if you really feel the way about your person as your saying you do, because people dont think its charming if you just say that to try to make yourself feel that way, it has to happen on its own, most of the time, the other person just thinks its really corny and pathetic. or at least thats what i would think. but do whatever you feel is right, its your life not mine. but thats what i have for you, take it in or block it out
*love is key**
Intro to blogging
Hey guys,
So this is my first blog... im just trying this out, and im not really sure what im going to do with this ill have this site posted on my facebook somewhere if ever you need to get to it. I suppose im trying this out for other peoples benefits. I know as an average high school student i go through alot of things that i wish i had someone there to tell me what i can do.. and in all honestly you can have a million friends and still no one to help. and i hate to put it bluntly but its cuz they dont care or dont know how to help you. its not that they dont care about you its that they dont care to put out the effort to try to solve your problems. So this is for all you guys who may or may not need advice. Uhm im also open to comments and suggestions, if you think theres something that you may need advice on or you know someone who needs advice and i havent posted anything on the subject.. or havent posted enough on the subject, feel free to msg me up on facebook. If you dont know me i am still more then happy to help out if you need it, im here for anyone who needs me. so if you need something but dont have me on facebook then i think theres a comment section on here and just shoot me a comment and ill have some response for you before too long. well wish me luck and happy reading :]
actually if you go to my profile by clicking the link under my about me thing theres an email link to the left of the page and i think it just emails from this site so i wont know who it is unless you tell me. okay email if you got any requests :]
*love is key.**
So this is my first blog... im just trying this out, and im not really sure what im going to do with this ill have this site posted on my facebook somewhere if ever you need to get to it. I suppose im trying this out for other peoples benefits. I know as an average high school student i go through alot of things that i wish i had someone there to tell me what i can do.. and in all honestly you can have a million friends and still no one to help. and i hate to put it bluntly but its cuz they dont care or dont know how to help you. its not that they dont care about you its that they dont care to put out the effort to try to solve your problems. So this is for all you guys who may or may not need advice. Uhm im also open to comments and suggestions, if you think theres something that you may need advice on or you know someone who needs advice and i havent posted anything on the subject.. or havent posted enough on the subject, feel free to msg me up on facebook. If you dont know me i am still more then happy to help out if you need it, im here for anyone who needs me. so if you need something but dont have me on facebook then i think theres a comment section on here and just shoot me a comment and ill have some response for you before too long. well wish me luck and happy reading :]
actually if you go to my profile by clicking the link under my about me thing theres an email link to the left of the page and i think it just emails from this site so i wont know who it is unless you tell me. okay email if you got any requests :]
*love is key.**
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