May 10th, 2011
oh my goodness, i suppose i wrote this a couple months ago, and never got around to posting it, in fact, its been awhile since I've posted anything at all, but this one is about a boyyyy, me and this guy have been off and on for bout 3 years now, at the time when i wrote this, it was on one of our off times... i was trying to move on from him, but i didnt want to, even though i needed to. so maybe this will help you all with some kind of similar problems. enjoy.
Square One
Verse 1:
We had a long, complicated past
And feelings for eachother, that could never last
I just couldnt break away from you,
but i needed to.
I felt the peices torn before i saw,
and felt the edges go raw.
Chorus 1:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
Verse 2:
I still feel and ache for you,
so much so, i dont know what to do.
I'm suppose to move on, and just forget
but it still feels wrong, letting go of it.
I thought i somehow i outgrew you
but i still, have alot of growing up to do.
Chorus 2:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
Bridge:
I still feel, the way your hand felt in mine.
and how you took away my breath everytime
i can feel myself falling back to you,
but is it worth all i have to lose?
Chorus 3:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
I dont know what i want,
but i feel myself, back at square one.
Verse 1:
We had a long, complicated past
And feelings for eachother, that could never last
I just couldnt break away from you,
but i needed to.
I felt the peices torn before i saw,
and felt the edges go raw.
Chorus 1:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
Verse 2:
I still feel and ache for you,
so much so, i dont know what to do.
I'm suppose to move on, and just forget
but it still feels wrong, letting go of it.
I thought i somehow i outgrew you
but i still, have alot of growing up to do.
Chorus 2:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
Bridge:
I still feel, the way your hand felt in mine.
and how you took away my breath everytime
i can feel myself falling back to you,
but is it worth all i have to lose?
Chorus 3:
I never thought something as perfect as you were,
given to me, then taken in a blur,
would ever let me feel again.
But i did, recover but now i feel it all coming undone
i feel the relapse, now back to square one.
I dont know what i want,
but i feel myself, back at square one.
February 14th, 2011
Heyyyy guys! new song. explanation: uh its valentines day, and lets just say i have been inspired by these dumb feelings that just love to revisit me. and this is how i let them out. so maybe it will help you. hope so. :]
Start Over With You
By: Alyssa Boser
Verse 1:
I've been down under the weather, and I've moped about.
Wanting back that piece of me, I can't figure it out,
Why you still hold me, after all of this time
You'd think by now I'd be able to... decide
But I've been blind, no not able to see,
what it is I want, what would really give me,
that Happiness that came from you.
Now I know what it is that I want to... do.
Chorus 1:
I don't want what was, of you and me.
'Cause we aren't who, we were back then.
Turning back the clock's, not what I want to do,
No I want to start over, have a new chance to begin with you.
Verse 2:
Realizing this, changes how things could be.
No longer a what if, but what could come of you and me.
Because I love you, and that cannot be changed
It's everything else that needs to be rearranged.
Run away my love, come just take my hand,
we can go anywhere, but by your side is where I stand
Get to see, all that we have missed.
We'll be able to claim this love with an iron fist.
Chorus 2:
I don't want what was, of you and me.
'Cause we aren't who, we were back then.
Turning back the clock's, not what I want to do,
No I want to start over, have a new chance to begin with you.
Bridge:
Maybe its all just wishfull thinkin'
Maybe the truth just needs to sink in.
But I love you, and it cannot be helped
And nothing but desire is all that I've felt.
Maybe its all just wishfull thinkin'
Maybe the truth just needs to sink in.
But I love you, and it cannot be helped
And nothing but desire is all that I've felt.
Chorus 3:
I don't want what was, of you and me.
'Cause we aren't who, we were back then.
Turning back the clock's, not what I want to do,
No I want to start over, have a new chance to begin with you.
January 14th, 2011
hello guys, its been quite a while since ive updated this.. but lucky for you (or unlucky for you depending how you view me) i just wrote a new song :]
Prologue: well as my biggest inspiration says, "Everybody wants to fall in love in a cinematic fashion, i dont. i dont"-(Cady Groves) And its true. When i meet my future lover, and its the real deal, i want it to be totally unexpected. i dont want it to be someone i grew up with and was best friends all my life with, or someone i met but have some conflict with or whatever and then fall in love against my will, no. i want to just bump into someone and realize oh.. its really you.
Dear Future Lover
by: Alyssa Boser
I want it to be all the sudden.
Run into you walking down the hall.
I want the confusion with thoughts all mudded
I dont want to have to think about it at all
ILl take your hand, follow anywhere,
and try not to ruin it with over anylization
i want it to be the sudden realization
give everyone a reason to stop and stare
Dear future lover, I'm saving this love for you
I dont know when you'll get here, but honestly what else is new
Ill be following my heart till i know its you
And maybe itll be the first time we've met
or maybe i know you but dont know its you yet
but Dear future lover, I'm waiting here, for you.
I love you can be said a million times or more
but i want you to show me what youre here for
I want it to be the realest thing yet
and not turn into something ill regret
i promise to always keep you on your toes,
ill show you all the reason youre the one i chose
Dear future lover, I'm saving this love for you
I dont know when you'll get here, but honestly what else is new
Ill be following my heart till i know its you
And maybe itll be the first time we've met
or maybe i know you but dont know its you yet
but Dear future lover, I'm waiting here, for you
And we can stand hand in hand forever
Hearts as one, eachothers lives our own treasure
seven days a week, twenty-four hours a day
is how long ill be yours, here to stay
Dear future lover, I'm saving this love for you
I dont know when you'll get here, but honestly what else is new
Ill be following my heart till i know its you
And maybe itll be the first time we've met
or maybe i know you but dont know its you yet
but Dear future lover, I'm waiting here, for you
No idea on the dates beyond this point :]
~Forever~
It started out rough, thought we had enough,
But everytime we tried, it just kept falling apart.
And we didn't want to end up,
quiting and giving up,
But it all got thrown back in our face,
but when i look at you and see me in your eyes,
I realize, that after one bad night there's always a sunrise
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
I've gotten lost so many times, its a wonder I'm on a path at all,
Thought i had it figured out before, but im finding out theres alot more,
I've got to learn.
So buckle up for safety love, no tellin where itll lead us now,
but i just cant get enough
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
Dont expect me to know it all,
but we cant be afraid forever,
So just take my hand and lets leap,
before we fall.
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
I want this foreverr <3
It started out rough, thought we had enough,
But everytime we tried, it just kept falling apart.
And we didn't want to end up,
quiting and giving up,
But it all got thrown back in our face,
but when i look at you and see me in your eyes,
I realize, that after one bad night there's always a sunrise
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
I've gotten lost so many times, its a wonder I'm on a path at all,
Thought i had it figured out before, but im finding out theres alot more,
I've got to learn.
So buckle up for safety love, no tellin where itll lead us now,
but i just cant get enough
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
Dont expect me to know it all,
but we cant be afraid forever,
So just take my hand and lets leap,
before we fall.
Dreams are not that far from reality,
And i want you, as long as you'll still have me
I might seem crazy, 'cause ive been running away from you,
I still got you on my mind, and theres only one thing i can do,
I want things the way they are to stay
and Forever may seem like a long ways off,
but I'm making this part of it mine today.
I want this foreverr <3
Dont Exist Anymore
By: Alyssa Boser (me:)
Do you ever feel like you know somebody,
Thought you'd have a friend in them till the end?
But then he goes around and acts like he don't care
And I can't find the real him anywhere,
so i sit there, and wait on the guy I always knew
But you, dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you dont exist anymore.
Time moves on, and eventually i do to
couldnt wait anymore for the real you
sick and tired of having to choose hot or cold
why cant you, just be you?
Still i wish things were as perfect as before,
we were the perfect then, me and you
But you dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you, dont exist anymore
now you call back asking for another chance,
stop me dead in my tracks,
and i want so bad to take you hand and pretend
everything would be alright,
back with you, were i thought i belonged
But you, dont exist anymore
But still i wish you would come back through the door...
But you dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you dont exist anymore
and you cant turn back time, theres nothing you can do.
Cant change you back, to the guy that i once knew,
so thing will never be the way they were before,
'cause you dont exist anymore.
*A New Way*
by: Alyssa Boser
Heres a song bout a sad, sad story,
Bout a boy, and a girl, and alot of going round and round
They had it all, but not enough
Things got bad, and a little rough,
She was his everything, and he threw it away
Slipped through his fingers, now shes found a new way
And she said..
No way am i going back,
I've come to find that theres nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do
so i wont give up another day to you
and im happy to announce today
that I'm kicking you out, Ive found a new way
She's moved on, seen there's so much more
Seeing things, differently then ever before
All was real, but it finally faded
And she realized that theres more to life then
A boy, and a girl, and alot of going round and round.
And she said...
No way am i going back,
I've come to find that theres nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do
so I won't give up another day to you,
And I'm happy to announce today,
That I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way
'Cause I can't let myself go back to you,
it's time fore something different, something new.
'Cause never have I put so much of myself into
Something that would never give it back...
And she said...
No way am I going back,
I've come to find that there's nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do,
so i wont give up another day to you
And I'm happy to announce today,
that I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way.
No way am i going back,
I've cmoe to find that there's nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do,
so i wont give up another day to you
And I'm happy to annouce today,
that I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way
*2 nickels*
if i had a dime, i would give it to you
but i have no dime, so what can i do?
i could give you a nickel
and get us outta this pickle
but then you'd be a nickel short of a dime.
short of a dime oh yes short of a dime.
if i gave you a nickel you'd be short of a dime.
so i will not give you a nickel.
for my fancy it does not tickle
but instead of being as sour as a lime
i will give you 2 nickels to equal one dime.
now you are no longer short of a dime
short of a dime oh yes short of a dime
becuz i gave you 2 nickels
you're not short of a dime.
By: Alyssa Boser (me:)
Do you ever feel like you know somebody,
Thought you'd have a friend in them till the end?
But then he goes around and acts like he don't care
And I can't find the real him anywhere,
so i sit there, and wait on the guy I always knew
But you, dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you dont exist anymore.
Time moves on, and eventually i do to
couldnt wait anymore for the real you
sick and tired of having to choose hot or cold
why cant you, just be you?
Still i wish things were as perfect as before,
we were the perfect then, me and you
But you dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you, dont exist anymore
now you call back asking for another chance,
stop me dead in my tracks,
and i want so bad to take you hand and pretend
everything would be alright,
back with you, were i thought i belonged
But you, dont exist anymore
But still i wish you would come back through the door...
But you dont exist anymore,
but still i wait for you to come back through the door,
what i wouldnt give to have things back to before,
but you dont exist anymore
and you cant turn back time, theres nothing you can do.
Cant change you back, to the guy that i once knew,
so thing will never be the way they were before,
'cause you dont exist anymore.
*A New Way*
by: Alyssa Boser
Heres a song bout a sad, sad story,
Bout a boy, and a girl, and alot of going round and round
They had it all, but not enough
Things got bad, and a little rough,
She was his everything, and he threw it away
Slipped through his fingers, now shes found a new way
And she said..
No way am i going back,
I've come to find that theres nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do
so i wont give up another day to you
and im happy to announce today
that I'm kicking you out, Ive found a new way
She's moved on, seen there's so much more
Seeing things, differently then ever before
All was real, but it finally faded
And she realized that theres more to life then
A boy, and a girl, and alot of going round and round.
And she said...
No way am i going back,
I've come to find that theres nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do
so I won't give up another day to you,
And I'm happy to announce today,
That I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way
'Cause I can't let myself go back to you,
it's time fore something different, something new.
'Cause never have I put so much of myself into
Something that would never give it back...
And she said...
No way am I going back,
I've come to find that there's nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do,
so i wont give up another day to you
And I'm happy to announce today,
that I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way.
No way am i going back,
I've cmoe to find that there's nothing left,
nothing left to say, no more to do,
so i wont give up another day to you
And I'm happy to annouce today,
that I'm kicking you out, I've found a new way
*2 nickels*
if i had a dime, i would give it to you
but i have no dime, so what can i do?
i could give you a nickel
and get us outta this pickle
but then you'd be a nickel short of a dime.
short of a dime oh yes short of a dime.
if i gave you a nickel you'd be short of a dime.
so i will not give you a nickel.
for my fancy it does not tickle
but instead of being as sour as a lime
i will give you 2 nickels to equal one dime.
now you are no longer short of a dime
short of a dime oh yes short of a dime
becuz i gave you 2 nickels
you're not short of a dime.
*Good Stories Have Happy Endings*
Do you ever get so down, and look all around,
and think, there's nothing you can do?
Ever feel like your world is spinning,
but it left you there, still standing still?
Feels like theres no way left to turn to,
But you are still running,.
Feels like you're watching your life on the big screen
And you want desperately to take control,
but theres notbing you can do.
'Cause this world is such a mess,
and nothing we can do, will put it to rest.
So sit back, and just enjoy the show.
Eventually it'll be okay, Thats just the way it goes
Stand tall, do not loose hope
you'll weather the storm.
'Cause every good story, has a happy ending,
waiting around the corner.
Wake up, to the alarm clock annoyingly ringing
Just smile, because that ring means
another day is beginning.
Whats the point of sulking around,
and letting the storm soak you?
Wipe that sad look off your face,
And learn to dance in the rain!
'Cause this world is such a mess,
and nothing we can do, will put it to rest.
So sit back, and just enjoy the show.
Eventually it'll be okay, Thats just the way it goes
Stand tall, do not loose hope
you'll weather the storm.
'Cause every good story, has a happy ending,
waiting around the corner.
Live life with what you got,
and make it the best with that
'Cause your life is whatever you make it out to be.
And when you're feeling down,
remember things will get better
'Cause every good story,
has a happy ending waiting around the corner. :] <3
Do you ever get so down, and look all around,
and think, there's nothing you can do?
Ever feel like your world is spinning,
but it left you there, still standing still?
Feels like theres no way left to turn to,
But you are still running,.
Feels like you're watching your life on the big screen
And you want desperately to take control,
but theres notbing you can do.
'Cause this world is such a mess,
and nothing we can do, will put it to rest.
So sit back, and just enjoy the show.
Eventually it'll be okay, Thats just the way it goes
Stand tall, do not loose hope
you'll weather the storm.
'Cause every good story, has a happy ending,
waiting around the corner.
Wake up, to the alarm clock annoyingly ringing
Just smile, because that ring means
another day is beginning.
Whats the point of sulking around,
and letting the storm soak you?
Wipe that sad look off your face,
And learn to dance in the rain!
'Cause this world is such a mess,
and nothing we can do, will put it to rest.
So sit back, and just enjoy the show.
Eventually it'll be okay, Thats just the way it goes
Stand tall, do not loose hope
you'll weather the storm.
'Cause every good story, has a happy ending,
waiting around the corner.
Live life with what you got,
and make it the best with that
'Cause your life is whatever you make it out to be.
And when you're feeling down,
remember things will get better
'Cause every good story,
has a happy ending waiting around the corner. :] <3
well thats all. hope you enjoyed. trust me there will be more to look forward to or suffer through.
*love is key*
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